Is it possible to become a vampire ? plz give me spells and every thing u know to help me ! thanx?

Okay my name is Raven Mallissa and I just wanted to know if it is possible to become a vampire ,,,,,....... I think I am a vampire because I have pale cold skin and extremely sharp and curved teeth act weird around blood ( craving crazy ) unusual faster speed and have done a ton of research on vamps ... and am starting to get dark circles around my eyes. I really didn't have much interest in vampires till my changes started so don't be saying rude comments and saying get off drugs or Stop reading twilight ! so just tell me a way to Control of my powers and stuff like that ,,........... thanx !!!