Is there any point in losing weight... or even living?

You should seriously try lifting weights it will get your self-esteem up when you lift more than other guys and if you do it enough and you turn that fat into muscle then you could go to Jersey Shore and fist pump like theres no tomorrow....find a girl and be happy.Dont kill yourself. just remember there are also other people there that have the same problem and your still young your ONLY 18 dont take the easy way out you have to fight to find happiness in life then when its all over you can tell your kids your story and feel proud that you didnt take the easy way out...but if you are close to the edge just remember you had about another 30+ years left to lose 8 years of fat